Looking back I still have so many questions
So many things unanswered
Like what did I do?
What could I do?
Was there ever a moment you cared?
Was I always ugly and abbanded
Remember all the times you wished me harm?
You wished me dead
How can I have changed to make it better?
And would I?
Would I ~
I still feel so much hate inside of me
Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail
I’m sorry I can’t forgive you
Do you blame me?
You never forgave me
I’ve tried to grow from this
Every day is a new challenge
Because with you there is just no winning
Like it ir not I’m still a part of you
And you’re still a part of me
Like it or not you’re still a part of me
So this is how it is
All the tears, all the blood
It’s all gone for nothing
As the candle dwindles, then freakes out
In the end