I dream of sleep,
But it won’t come easily.
I’ll pay with this torment,
These restless nights.
If only you could see what I see,
Through these eyes.
The oceans flood my dreams.
Since you’ve left,
I’ve grown colder.
I need your warmth; revive me.
This water is chilling me.
It’s filling my lungs as I scream for you.
How do you surround me?
I gave you my heart; you couldn’t give me your time.
A future without you is no future at all.
And I think I’ve found you out,
For what you truly seem to be.
Just know there are no excuses,
For what you did to me.
This doesn’t mean I never cared;
It only means that you weren’t there.
When I needed you,
You weren’t there.
If your contempt is a raging water,
Then why are the ones you love drowning in the depths?
Drowning, why am I drowning?
You left me drowning out at sea,
Alone and wondering aimlessly.
I know that you are only temporary,
But for now,
These waves are taking over me.
A future with you is no future at all.